Dragon Ball Z Uncensored

GimpMask · (Tue Mar 19, 2013 12:03 am)

You should be the administrator. You just gotta know the code and you're a smart John, no?

ALDP · (Tue Mar 19, 2013 10:20 am)

I think FTU can survive without either of us as admin, Gimp Mask.

Ryoko's Biatch · (Tue Mar 19, 2013 12:27 pm)

But would we really want to?

GimpMask · (Tue Mar 19, 2013 12:28 pm)

Does it even need one? I would probably pay somebody to send me a disc with the board archived once Yogurtman gets set ablaze by his wife when she comes home and finds him curled up on the floor naked, murmuring obscenities and eating corned beef hash that he slathered his body in, as he turned on the television and saw that the Vikings traded Adrian Peterson to the Cowboys for Miles Austin and a conditional 1st round pick if Christian Ponder throws for 6000 yards in a single season, and had a psychotic break

GimpMask · (Tue Mar 19, 2013 7:40 pm)

Etrian Oddesey 4 (Roman numerals make me bitter, thanks non-sensical rigged tests to see how likely a drug is to be abused (take a serious pillhead, give him thirty milligrams of ambien, and when he says he liked it, ask him if its similiar to ten milligrams of diazepam in enjoyment, high junkie says yes, suddenly FDA makes it hard to get, no matter that ambient effects a certain GABA receptor benzodiazepine sub-type receptor and the one that is solely to help induce sleepiness, not directly impacting several parts of the brain or affect anything but this receptor, negating any muscle-relaxant or anxiolytic effects or anti-convulsant etc, making it completely different than any benzodiazepine in mechanism of action, which should be schedule 5 as they eventually become monstrous in their physical addiction with cold Turkey daily doses of the more potent bzp's enlongated Russian roulette) ) is neat, with cute character designs, but lacks depth though it claimed depth in battle, and I have one or two quests remaining then I seriously don't know what to do. Cute character designs but this type of neat repetition lasts o.ly so long, I would rather beat SMT DS 2 for Ronaldos ending, and I should have enough points to unlock everything, maybe not all demons from beginning, SS I'm not fusing the other 15% of demons I never messed with. I only need 8 as I think Daichi has one more ending -_-so I hope Etrian picks up.

Maybe Tobirama was trying to perfect edo tensei as he kills himself as Izuna was killed. I don't know, it seems logical, as hashirama supposedly falls in battle, and its sort of that way.

So Sasuke will end up taking control of the ten-tails or some shit, and make orochimaru the host and annihilate his body, though some arm with a cursed seal will be lying around somewhere

GimpMask · (Thu Mar 21, 2013 7:56 pm)

You know, misery doesn't always love company. Is that how it goes? I have a fairly miserable life due to [pedantic rambling], but I do not want the people that live in this same little encampment I rest my dusty old bones in (its named The Abbey, so it could be a CV "level" , maybe the fourth area you're to be in (Abbey of Bloodshed)), I do not want these people to witness the folly that their life has become, yet there is such neverending hate, senseless floating of misery upon others because they're 56 and have ruined there lives with egregious, flagrantly audacious life-rocking idiocy, and they have/had a support system but burned them blatantly and unforgivably so many times, they were firsinallly cast out.

And some can't accept there has never been anybody besides Orochimaru that have beaten Father Time, and they.can't accept they're going to lose the battle as well. Why most people be deceitful, dishonest, and nasty unapologetically? This place isn't an internet IRC channel for dickgirls to fuck about in. Its a nursing home, not middle school

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GimpMask · (Sun Mar 24, 2013 8:59 pm)

My resources are exhausted. The government --state and federal - and I'm being sacrificed.

This is because a Guy who does not normally pass meds screwed up over the course of about 13-15 Med passes, oh, 3 "major screw-ups" and apparently considering how absolutely egregious the errors were which frustrates me so to no end (clonazepam is a commonish benzo, which are the most prescribed drug in the world by a long shot, probably prescribed the most amongst psych patients who don't have doctors that think lorazepam is king shit, not a wealthy lawyer who is scripted up to two 5 mg Valium a day due to needing a little pillow, or a housewife with a shitty daughter a date-rape artist son and has been under enough stress is destroying her so she takes 1 mg of Xanax three times a day) , being given half of a half a milligram clonazepam, ignorance of a blister pack card with my name on it that says 2 mg clonazepam, not knowing the highest dosage it comes in is 2mg so this is impossible and having to show him, signing out a controlled 2 demonized drug at a random time I took my fictional white chocolate pill at this bizarre time.

So he's going to have PRN removed. Um, the doctor wont do that, BUT if he does he'll cut my dose huge, like 15 q6 of oxy, no way he's righting roxicodone 15mg out for six times a day scheduled. If he writes scheduled, he might go up minor in dosage, like 20mg three times a day, at which point down the line Ill lose my mind and end up blackballed from everywhere.

This Guy only deals with me asking 4 times out of his work week, and he's going to sacrifice me, teach me a lesson for no reason then he is apparently a worthless shitbeast.

Suicide doesn't work and I'm not just going to die, maybe I can pay a hit man with monopoly money.

Or go into the Hood wearing a llano Hood and a Stephen Jackson Jersey with clear plastic underwear kicking in a gangs hangout and brandishing a well crafted BB gun.

Oh, "kick"

Jesus Christ I wish I was a horse

ALDP · (Mon Mar 25, 2013 1:20 pm)

http://www.npr.org/blogs/health/2013/03/25/174928768/how-an-unlikely-drug-helps-some-children-consumed-by-fear

ALDP · (Mon Mar 25, 2013 7:01 pm)

Hey Pat have you seen this before?

GimpMask · (Mon Mar 25, 2013 8:32 pm)

No, before I click on it I must comment that the 0 to 1000 thing about becoming raging fits me, except I don't become exceptionally violent. I usually become overcome with a combination of intense rage and panic, and my tone becomes insolent and aggressive and I do make references to extreme violence at a rate the most long winded overtly loquacious rant I've ever blown up into blocks of text indicating in the middle of a psychotic fury somebody decided a good way to calm me down is inject me with a very high dose of methamphetamine and PCP that you have seen in the history of this board, but throw in different tones ranging from off the deep end cut your throat so I can make an example of somebody, to giddy sarcastic maniacal defensive smiling sludgehammer verbal swings.

And the fear of limitations being a danger which I react to in a primal manner, sometimes making totally illogical propositions and experiencing visible bodily tension, quickly cutting it to a black and white scenario where I thaten to leave and act on it partly, and the only way to handle me without the apparent (I know subconsciously violence is terrible and I can only hope to be ROR'S into a CSU and granted inability to control actions due to temporary insanity) penchant for a possible bloodbath inherent in certain people who act like they're literally fighting to save their lives is to not ignore the matter, goad meqor challenge me as I only get that way if I feel my remaining lifestyle will be crushed underfoot as I have NP power compared to the individual of rank

Ci would take up to seven moderately heavy to sub-anesthetic doses of ketamine a day, but of course that was for something else. The impairment Ans physical bodyload of a 700mg dose of dxm syrup along with pretty bad aftereffs was very helpful and made me very peaceful, and it is a very unique dissassociative with other elements, but that's expensive risky and toxic with chronicdosing

GimpMask · (Mon Mar 25, 2013 8:51 pm)

The bromide syrup is. 450 mg twice a day acted too shortly, but if there was a one shot way, like a couple 440mg capsules containing the hydro chloride salt and if I took it in the morning I could maintain peak effect for 9-10 hours of the day with elimination of some possible side effects with 50mg promethazine and I can retain my cognitive abilities on higher doses, and simply take something like 1mg of klonopin twice daily with a 60mg vyvanese followed with a 10mg dex IR after 7 hours and 2 mg of rophynol, I believe I would be cured. Just give me like three prn doses of 2 10mg hydrocodone seperated by 5 hours, and I'd probably be "cured" of all ailments.

I used to take massive dose of lyrica (900 or so) and it would kind of mimic the disassociate feeling, but I'd be super verbal and my speech would me markedly eloquent, but the emotional lability could cause the 5-6 hours of close to manageable cure-all would remove all inhibition, so I'd really get a way if somebody was a fucked up asshole and say, stole NY dinner and cigarettes. Suddenly fighting excited ne.

Ketamine was so beautiful .... it OS also the best medication moreso than dxm or methadone or levorphanol.for my rsd. They have ketamine clinics for rsd nearby

GimpMask · (Mon Mar 25, 2013 8:59 pm)

Oh my, that was oddly eye-opening Matt. Thank you for bringing that article to my attention. I should start giving thoughts to some stuff that is impeding me. I had an outburst today but I quickly went from insane to agitation that was suitable as I instinctively knew what I was doing. I too am quick to apologize and feel shameful after real blow ups. I then fall into neurotic worry and over doing damage control.

Just gotta make my fort. Its going to be hell to reply to other threads by not posting in them, but I will find a way

ALDP · (Mon Mar 25, 2013 11:02 pm)

Ketamine is a pretty interesting drug. I'm glad they're able to do research like this on it. I've never dealt with severe depression (not for extended episodes at least) but between ECT and K-holing, I feel like the latter is a much more sensible way to totally shut somebody's brain the fuck down and let it steadily come back. I can also recognize some of the symptoms they talk about in the article, although not nearly as disruptive as GEORGE'S. Years after spending the better part of one year doing ketamine and either listening to the Flaming Lips or watching Planet Earth DVDs on mute with Public Image Ltd. albums playing in the background, it is very interesting to consider the possibility that some of my issues might have been sorted out a lot sooner if I did ketamine with a doctor when I was 8.

Mike Dunn · (Tue Mar 26, 2013 4:11 pm)

I'm really surprised that you were able to listen to PIL on ketamine, ALDP. Last time my friends and I did it, no matter what music we put on it would sound too tense and totally stress us out. It was too hard to focus on the music and whatever else was going on at the same time. We did finally find something to listen to when I put on this Lil B mixtape. The Final Fantasy X sample in the first song really got everyone in the right mood. Johnny Rotten's voice is very abrasive and I feel like listening to PIL on ketamine would make me want to cry.

ALDP · (Tue Mar 26, 2013 5:15 pm)

Picking music for ketamine is really difficult and it's also a really strange drug to do with other people. If you only do a little then people just feel kind of drunk and out of it, and if you do a lot then people are totally in their own worlds. I think dubstep pretty much all works but I've never listened to dubstep while not on ketamine so I dunno. PiL works because it's so sparse and the beat is so throbbing and insistent. It's good for standing up and doing stupid drug dancing. My favorite ketamine music is Flaming Lips though, with Pink Floyd a close second. You have to do a lot and put on Clouds Taste Metallic and lay down in the dark and the overall experience is like a benevolent alien abduction.

I need to get some fukkin ketamine!!