Dragon Ball Z Uncensored

[Let My Love Open The Door]

Does anybody have the text of this letter or journal entry or suicide note or whatever?

[Stupid Fucking Faggot]

precious diary

[Stupid Fucking Faggot]

I'm looking for it right now.

But there's a lot of ground to cover in here!

[Let My Love Open The Door]

Thanks, Chris! You're a sport.

[Stupid Fucking Faggot]

EVERY FUCKING PAGE OF THIS IS A MASTERPIECE.

[Stupid Fucking Faggot]

4-23-94 (age 17)

I have to get a Japanese chick.

Seriously, Japanese people are so much like me in a way. They're smart, yet humble. That is such a perfect word to describe the Japanese. They know how meaningless one person's opinions are, how stupid everyone really is. They don't take a stand on stupid issues that don't matter. I guess they're just not strong people, like me. It's just so wierd. I have the total mindset of a Japanese. I just have the spirit somehow. I'm meant for Japan. I have to go there.

[Let My Love Open The Door]

Post more of it, then!

What is it, a spiral notebook or somethin?

[Stupid Fucking Faggot]

It's so sad how the Internet CYNICIZED most of you out of ever having a chance to be as breathtakingly gay as I was as a teenager.

[Ryoko's Biatch]

I'd like to know how you ever got that impression of Japan.

[Let My Love Open The Door]

Keep the quotes coming, you giant tree trunk piece of ass.

[Stupid Fucking Faggot]

Holy shit, it's part of that very entry!

Finally today, I'm going to write on what prompted me to write today in the first place: my stupid fucking family. It just amazes me how dumb they are. Now those are three people who need to learn some humility, take the sticks out of their asses, and lighten up a little. I don't even know where to begin or what to say. I'll just lay down something that happened last night. Derrick (who almost always gets it started) was doing the dishes when I came in. I decided to have some beans. Derrick and Marina both started telling me what to do with, how to eat, and how to store the beans. D and M started yelling at each other about that all of a sudden. Now, I usually don't do this, but I had had a really nice day so I actually got a little angry (something I never do, it's pointless) and desperately tried to tell them how fucking stupid the whole situation was. Of course it didn't work, and made the situation worse. I was utterly disgusted. Then Derrick started bitching about CDs and candy bars and other such things that don't matter. Most of the time, I just let it go and say something inane or stupid to try to end the argument as quickly as possible, because it's almost embarrassing, and I'm ashamed of my poor, stupid, socially retarded family. In fact, this journal is about the only time I'm serious about anything because it's just not cool (or worth it) at any other time.

I could go on for pages about stupid situations like that, but it just makes me mad. Sometimes I sit in my room and laugh at their stupidness (I'm doing it right now, in fact). You know what else bugs me? The fact that D, M, and Mom all think I'm this impressionable little boy who needs to be protected from the world because I don't have their "lofty wisdom." Wrong, dicks. I'm smarter than ALL of you. I'm just humble about it. Actually, it doesn't piss me off too much, it just tickles me. Like how Mom and Marina think that I'm in love with Harmony. Ugh! Don't make me sick! Yes, she's very pretty, but I think of her like Marina. Besides, I only like Japanese girls now.

[Stupid Fucking Faggot]

TRANSCRIBING this shit takes time!

[Ryoko's Biatch]

I like that poor, stupid and socially retarded perfectly describe you.

[Rice]

Haha, the underlining really helps make it legendary.

[Supah Ted]

I would enjoy reading the entire thing, Chris!

[Captain PUNisher]

Was Harmony your cousain?
_________________
Said the Captain PUNisher.

[Stupid Fucking Faggot]

6-6-94

I've been thinking about my personality, and what would best suit me. I have decided this:

For the most part, I will be quiet, with an always contemplative look on my face. When I have something to say, I will say it strongly and deeply. I won't tell jokes, ever, but I can laugh or say something funny/sarcastic once in a while. When given any opportunity, I will say something polite/charming, but never rude or condescending. I will sit up nobly and straight. I will be warm, close, and affectionate to people around me, but I will still say few things. All the silence is because I am an intelligent person. Another reason is that I have an expressive face, and don't need to say a lot. I plan on doing plenty of smiling. I will never get angry or outwardly excited, and I will always help people when they need it.

What I will not do:

Yell. I will never yell. Talk unnecessarily. Talk loudly. Try to be constantly funny. Talk to other people in a condescending voice or with superiority. I will never run or act stupid, or talk in anything but a low, calm voice.

Also: (this is something I have to work on) I will never back down from a confrontation. I will assess the situation, and figure out the best thing to do.

[MADali]

This is kind of sad. I mean, while Chris used to be a gay boy, at least he seemed like a nice enough guy, even though naive and shit.

Its heartbreaking how he has turned from a gay, dorky young boy to the monster he is now.

[Stupid Fucking Faggot]

[Theldorrin]

You should keep working on that.